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Lucius ColdStone:
Your red eyes, bloodshot
You’ve been drinking anger
2 AM, you’re storming in
I’m starting to feel the danger
How do we contain it?
I’m in the bathroom
Rearranging clothes
But I guess that’s how the story goes
Ice cold, feet on the floor with a bloody nose
Even my buddy knows
Even my mama knows
Even my daddy goes off at the sight of you
Loading up a pistol, he’s talking about fighting you
I wish I was making this up in my mind
But I seem to always lose track of time
When I’m with you
And all the lies you told,
They paralyze too

Morgueanne DiMonica:
What could I have done to make you love me?
I didn't know, to you, I was a toy in the rough
I just wish that maybe you had told me
This whole time I thought I wasn't special enough
What could I have done to make you love me?
I didn't know, to you, I was a toy in the rough
I just wish that maybe you had told me
This whole time I thought I wasn't special enough

Lucius ColdStone:
You kissing on my lips
Hoping that I’ll forget
Cigarettes in the hallway
Breaking out in a sweat
You tell me that I’m special
You say I’m the best
You tell me that I stress you
I’m making a mess
How- how could I forgive you?
After all the things we’ve been through?
But I guess I’m in the blame
I’m like a moth to the flame
Feeling awful again
And I’m hoping you change
But I know you gonna stay the same baby
And I’mma still do my thing, maybe
But I could never really trip
I can never really worry
You hit me one more time
But I still won’t feel discouraged
I won’t love you anymore
Yeah, it’s tattooed in my mind after every time
That this love ain’t love, it’s only woe
Yeah, not to be a cliché
When I say, baby, ay, when it rains it only pours

Morgueanne DiMonica:
What could I have done to make you love me?
I didn't know, to you, I was a toy in the rough
I just wish that maybe you had told me
This whole time I thought I wasn't special enough
What could I have done to make you love me?
I didn't know, to you, I was a toy in the rough
I just wish that maybe you had told me
This whole time I thought I wasn't special enough

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released April 10, 2022

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Sharing tidbits of my story so you know you're not alone. Remember, always, that you are loved.

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